January 2011
Why do i let this bug me so much?
why can’t i just get over the fact that i lost a friend…a couple friends….and move on with my life? why do i sit here and make myself miserable worrying and thinking about it NON STOP. This isn’t fair…I don’t want things to go back to how they are. I want to move on and not pretend like nothing happened. That doesn’t mean i don’t want them back though. Can we not move on together? I guess not.
It sucks when your sick but you can't even lay down because your back hurts so bad...
Why is this so hard?
Why does this have to be so complicated? Why can’t is be easy and care free….Like we were in kindergarden when you didn’t care who your friends were as long as they shared the crayons…Why can’t our minds work the same way now. Why can’t we all just do like we are told and be true friends to each other? Why do we have to act like jerks because we are afraid our rep will be ruined or our other friends will judge us. If you have friends that are judging you then they aren’t true friends….Why does it have to be this way?
Post a heart in my ask box. For every heart I get I will post one random fact about myself. GO <3
people are so messed up these days
i don’t get it
i wanna be one of the few that loves regardless
If you are reading this I want to tell you: I love you and I don't plan on changing that. Even if you walk away.
So if you dont mind me askin why were u cryin in your boyfriends arms from 130 to 2?
about a lot of stuff…mostly about my…old friend and stuff she had said to me and just this on going fight…i never really talked to him about it and he was sitting with me one night when something happened and i just exploaded….it doesn’t really make sense but it was something that i really needed
Of course I would be getting sick. For those of you who don't know me i'm pretty much ALWAYS sick :/
Play
So after people ranting and raving about Black Swan...
I went to go see it…WOW it SUCKED! i mean maybe my expectations were to high but it wasn’t good AT ALL….i mean seriously? this chick fantasizes about being a lesbian and then she goes through intense pain to become this demon thing so she can be seductive on stage and then subconsciously kills herself because it was all so perfect….? it sucked….I am very disappointed in Natalie Portman…and i know i will probably get a lot of crap for saying this but….she is so sweet and innocent why on earth did she do a lesbian sex scene?! it was terrible…plus that scene was completely unnecessary to the movie….so theres my rant on the Black Swan…theres a lot more i can say but i know i will get crap for saying it :/ hah but if you ask me…Don’t go see it…
