Ever had that? Ever received a text message from someone, whether you woke up to it, got it during the day or before you ended your night & you looked at your phone & saw this long message, filled with words that hurt you, that completely changed your mood, that stopped you from breathing & put you in total disbelief? That everything you guys went through just ended by that text message? Crazy how a simple text message can make you feel complicated inside.
“I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and reason. It has been the desperate attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable loneliness and a dread of some strange impending doom.”—Edgar Allan Poe (via misswallflower)
I know he doesn't care, and I'm tired of trying to make him care. If it's meant to be, it'll be, but I'm starting to miss the friendship more than anything. Gotta stop letting this stress me out, but when I love, I love hard. I'm startin to see way more negatives than positives now. Thought this time would be different /:
My english teacher has been sick all week, so I haven’t had english class… and yet she some how has the audacity to assign us 2 essays to write and 3 super long questions to turn in tomorrow, not to mention the article analysis that is due monday… oh and the fact that SHE HASN’T EVEN GONE OVER HOW TO DO THE ANALYSIS!!! This chick…. she will be the death of me.